Chapter 58 She Who Laughs At The Top Of Misery.
The wounds on her body weren't caused by beasts or mutated animals but rather something even worse than them, Humans.
Just like other intelligent creatures, human depravity always starts from their desire to fulfill their body's needs to survive. God gives them the blessing of pleasure when they do it.
But they never understand the meaning of the word enough. It starts from a need to become a pleasure, turns into a lifestyle, and develops into a depression from enjoyment.
They are constantly looking and searching for what makes them feel better. Looking for a way to fulfill a need that has been met becomes a research that to wasteful for their short life.
Sex is simply an activity for reproduction, a process carried out to preserve offspring and keep their species from becoming extinct.
But they are never satisfied.
Trying new things that they themselves do not understand what it is used for. Until that pleasure turns into something selfish. They managed to find pleasure out of misery.
Pleasure will feel more delicious when juxtaposed with pain and sadness. Honey will taste sweeter after tasting bitter coffee.
A simple theory that causes unimaginable pain and suffering will be carried out by a human being who has feelings and a heart who understands the meaning of suffering.
They are not ignorant, because understanding that, they feel pleasure from the suffering of others.
It's not that they don't know what they're doing is wrong. They knew deep down in their hearts that it was wrong, but for the sake of the pleasure it would be felt, they buried it deep in their little hearts.
Little hearts full of love and compassion are buried deep for a reason that makes absolutely no sense and has nothing to do with the suffering they inflict.
The simplest reason that They Are Different From Us.
They group themselves together and look for others who want to feel and have the ability to enjoy the same pleasures in their own way.
Nobles grouped with other nobles and enjoyed the pleasures of inflicting suffering on their subjects.
Strong people associate with other strong people and enjoy pleasure by inflicting suffering on those who are weak.
There is no excuse, no justification, no love, and nothing to forgive.
They are just ordinary beings who try to find pleasure in the suffering of others.
From a distant point of view, what they are doing is natural, what is the use of strength, power, and wealth if they can't get pleasures that people can't get without strength, power, and wealth.
But if you look closely, they look very pitiful. They are just addicts who will suffer emptiness if they do not get pleasure. An emptiness that could kill them.
So they need to gift suffering upon suffering to the other, just so they don't feel hollow.
Suffering that begins with the search for pleasure that begins with a sacred need to survive.
All of this makes humans worse than even beasts. At least they only eat to fill their hungry stomachs.
However humans...
They will continue to eat and eat, they are trying to find different flavors of the same meat. And they call it a masterpiece and culture.
All this makes humans worse than even beasts. At least they make out for the survival of their species.
However humans...
They will continue to make out and make out, they are trying to find different flavors from the hole. And they call it a different identity and desire.
That's why Moku gave salvation to an elf who fell victim to the pursuit of human pleasure.
A young elf who accepts suffering after suffering for the enjoyment of those who are powerful and stronger.
There was no other way for her. Even though Moku heals the wounds on her body, the memory of suffering will continue to haunt her.
Becomes a nightmare that keeps coming in her wake and sleep.
That's why Moku gave salvation to an elf who fell victim to the pursuit of human pleasure.
Death to her is salvation.
Moku was already prepared to kill her quickly and painlessly.
A direct blow to the back of the head will cut the nerves in the body so that the body will go numb before the brain becomes dead.
However, there was no emptiness from her faded green eyes, only a fire that continued to burn, burning Moku's frozen heart.
"Am I still alive? If I'm still alive then I want to continue to live. Please don't kill me!" an excited voice that then turned into a pleading voice sounded through telepathy.
For the second time Moku's heart was beating so fast.
Moku's body shook.
His breathing became irregular.
'What kind of answer is that???'
'If I'm still alive then I want to stay alive???'
Your story has become sadder than death.
Your dreams have become scarier than death.
Your life has become more painful than death.
For someone who keeps telling stories even though it's sad.
For someone who stays asleep despite having a nightmare.
For someone who stays alive despite the pain.
There is only one answer and question that Moku can say.
"Why? why you still want to live? Don't you suffer enough? Don't you want to rest?"
She tried to answer but the fire of life began to fade and was about to be extinguished from her.
Moku wants her to choose death because what she has experienced can only be healed by death.
Moku wants her to give up because what she's been through has become the strongest reason to give up.
However he didn't want her to give up for now, he didn't want her to die for now. Not before she gave the answer to his question.
"Why??"
Moku channeled his dragon prana into her body, dragon prana can keep her weakened body to last longer.
Moku becomes selfish and doesn't want to be left behind, not before she answer. That's why Moku asked for the third time.
"Why???"
He no longer conveyed a sense of calm and security through his telepathy but an intense curiosity.
With almost lost consciousness she replied,
"Because life is a gift!"
Suddenly Moku regretted it, he regretted asking, he regretted hearing the answer.
Such an arrogant answer!!
Such an arrogant answer!!!
The answer that comes out of the mouth of someone who has climbed all the sufferings of life and stood above it.
She looked down as if what she went through was nothing, just an ordeal that was also a gift to her.
Then what about those who fail?
Then what about those who give up?
Are they that weak?
Are they that trash?
How come you can still smile and endure when they can't?
What makes you so special compared to them?
No...!!!
You're not special...
Just someone who closes their eyes and considers your own suffering body as a third person point of view.
You're not the same as those who feel so close, so hurt, and... so empty.
"If you choose to live then I will let you live!" Moku took off his pants.
"But believe me your next life will not be much different from your life so far!" The dragon stood up, he positioned the dragon's tip into her shattered hole.
"You will never see your family again. Your whole life will be filled to serve me, you will be with me until the end of my life, when you try to run I will force you to come back." Moku stabbed his dick hard into her vagina.
"I don't care what your name is! I don't care who you are! and I don't care where you come from!" Moku channeled the available dragon prana and agglomerated it.
"From now on your name is the name I chose for you! From now on you are what I define for you! From now on your place is wherever I want you to be!" The sperm absorbs the clumps of dragon prana and flows profusely.
"Your name is Nezena! You are a preacher! and your job is to spread my religion, the religion of The One!" Sperm spurted profusely and wet all parts of Nezena's uterus which had been destroyed and damaged.
It didn't stop there, Moku controlled the sperm rich with dragon prana and made it seep into Nezena's body.
Moku activates Bhimasuta Form, with full concentration Moku uses dragon prana to treat Nezena's broken body.
Quickly all the dead cells are replaced,
Quickly enough all the networks are back together,
Slowly all organs recover,
Very slowly the fire of Nezena's life recovered.
Her ragged breaths began to flow smoothly.
Her aching chest began to improve.
Her body covered in bruises began to fade.
Some parts of the body that were torn by the bite began to grow new flesh.
Moku still doesn't stop channeling his dragon prana through sperm. He never knew if this method would work or not.
But Nevare's transformation caused him to see the possibility of this happening.
He knew that it was the fetus in Nevare's womb that slowly transformed her body and protected it when she was in danger.
Moku thinks where did this fetus get that much power. After examining Nevare's body and the development of the fetus in her womb with his inner eye, Moku discovers a hypothesis about the cause of Nevare's transformation.
Orcs are magical creatures that have extraordinary sex organs. The dragon prana stored in it is able to make the orc evolve into a new form.
If you imagine in an RPG game, the evolution is a level increase from level 1 to level 100 in one go.
So you can imagine how much EXP the orcs needed to level up.
So it was only natural that orc sperm had the same characteristics as dragon prana.
However, the question arises, if the sperm of orcs have the same characteristics as dragon prana, then why haven't the other orc's women in past times turned out to be like Nevare all this time.
Then the existence of miscarriages that occurred in previous women showed that the theory that the fetus was trying to protect its mother was false.
Moku thought about this for a long time and tried to do various experiments. Like fuck a deer, which of course ends up back into his stomach.
However, from the results of these experiments, Moku found something that was the key to all of this. Moku's sperm has a consciousness of its own.
Not Moku's sperm before evolution, but sperm after he evolved for the first time.
This awareness is not a consciousness that has its own intelligence, but is like an empty consciousness but is have a life of it's own.
If Moku concentrates, he can move his sperm and use them to do things like heal someone or even eat other people's cells.
From here, Moku concludes that he unconsciously ordered the fetus in Nevare's womb to protect his mother from any harm.
It seemed that evolution had changed his body a lot more than he knew.
After knowing this Moku who was tired of the strangeness and filthiness of his race could only chuckle in admiration and disgust.
He was so disgusted that he was amazed.
Slowly Nezena's body recovered to its original form.
When he saw the body of the young elf lying in front of him, Moku swallowed hard.
Nezena is definition of gorgeous.