Chapter 38.2
Chapter 38.2
Taekyung, who wore a polite and gentlemanly adult mask until just now, quickly became gone. He never saw the people after work, but his private bare face, which is perfectly familiar to So-young, surfaced.
What are you going to say? Such doubts and boundaries came to mind on So-young's. Taekyung smiled cynically as if he would meet her expectations.
Then why do you hate it? If it wasn't for my misunderstanding, you would have a crush on me too."
That's right. So, without any shame, I was clinging on to you.
He can't believe she said clinging.
Taekyung was about to point out the error of the word reflexively. So-young, who raised her head, looked at him with clear eyes. When Taekyung paused at the gaze, she breathed a short sigh and spoke slowly as if choosing an appropriate expression.
"In fact, when I think about it, it doesn't make sense to have this relationship with the team leader. Even though I knew that we came all the way here Still, I think dating is a matter of a different dimension.
"Han Soyoung."
"Now we can end this relationship in moderation by exchanging what we want with each other. But if we're in a relationship That's when I feel responsible. We have no choice but to expect and restrain each other.
" Are you saying you don't like me because you're afraid I'm like that?
Taekyung quietly asked back. He can't leave So-young to be completely free, but he doesn't think he'll hold her back like a crazy person, but he thought she was being too defensive even before starting a relationship.
Besides, he can't believe they're finishing it in moderation.
For Taekyung, every word of So-young was annoying.
"It's not like that."
So-young shook her head as if in denial and sighed deeply with a face that she didn't know how to say.
"The team leader has no problem. If there's a problem It's probably on my side."
Taekyung thought that his expression would look foolish as before. However, what So-young said was not understood at all. As if reading the sign, So-young lowered her gaze.
"A relationship with a boss, no, a company owner's son. Actually, it doesn't make sense. I'm just an ordinary person born into a normal family, and I'm not confident in having a relationship that can be over anytime."
"Wait a minute"
"I'm sorry, team leader."
So-young distorted her forehead as if she was sorry to say this. It was only after hearing the stark explanation that Taekyung could guess a few of her inner thoughts, which were only confusing.
Background differences.
Taekyung also thought about it at first glance, but it was a problem that he did not seriously think about. It was because he didn't imagine at all that it would play an important role.
"I"
Taekyung disturbed his carefully organized hair. He felt the urge to refute So-young's words, but there was no way he could say anything from the standpoint of being a boss and business owner's son.
In the end, Taekyung remained silent. Then So-young smiled vaguely as if she knew it. An untimely comfort flowed from her mouth.
"Don't worry, team leader. It's just the feeling of the moment."
"How can you guarantee that?"
All Taekyung could do right away was a defense that sounded weak. So-young shrugged lightly and began to explain the basis for her argument one by one.
Tae-kyung felt the urge to stop So-young's words, but he was obsessed with the helplessness he felt for the first time in his life and didn't. All he could do was let her voice in one ear and out the other ear.
Ironically, So-young conveyed her thoughts in a clear tone as in the presentation that impressed Taekyung the other day.
Since it was a relationship that started on a provocative basis, it would be obvious that a temporary disturbance of emotions would be just a situation that wouldn't last long. There's no need to start a relationship that's about to end and have a hard time with each other, and most of all, they want to stay in the company for a long time..
In the end, to summarize So-young's words, the degree to which they enjoy sex as they have done so far is right for themselves.
Soyoung's rejection was very logical. However, from Taekyung's point of view, he couldn't agree at all, but there was nothing to refute if he faced all the practical grounds. All Taekyung could do was a powerless defense such as "Don't conclude the future."
So-young said she was not confident of dealing with the many complications involved in serious relationships. No matter how much she liked Taekyung, she could not force her relationship to that extent.
In the end, the only option given to Taekyung was to accept Soyoung's rejection. If the reason had been that it was good enough to not date, he would have understood, but he felt suffocated that the problem was the inevitable background for him.
"I understand what you mean."
Taekyung's answer, which had already been twisted, was like his heart.
"So if you summarize what you're saying, is it because I'm too good for you?" Since you can't eat it anyway, let's just eat as much rice cake as we want instead of course?
So, to summarize what you said, are you saying the problem is that Im too good for you? So you rather just have sex than to date me?"