Crossdressing To Survive An Apocalypse [BL]

[WARNING- THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS 18+ CONTENT. ANYONE YOUNGER THAN THAT PLEASE DON'T READ]

[ I AM IN NO WAY SEXUALISING THE STUFF IN THIS CHAPTER.]

[READ AT OWN CAUTION.]

'I did not survive that flame blast. I died and was reborn in an alternate reality.' He held his aching head with a loud groan.

"Fan? You really okay? You just seem so…. Silent…" the young man hesitantly whispered. His small pink palm crinkled the noodle packet nervously.

"Nothing…. Just surprised.'

"I know it's a lot to take in. Just take a deep breath….." he placed his hands on his legs and gently massaged them. "It's all going to be okay. You will be walking in no time."

Fan Xui gently tugged at the long strands of hair that were caressing his legs. "Tell me your name…"

"Zou Yue…" he whispered, glancing back with the sweetest smile.

Hearing this, Fan Xui was even more conflicted. This young man was indeed his stalker, but this opened up a lot more questions.

'If I am indeed in an alternate world, why does he still exist? I never met him until ten years after the apocalypse. Why did I meet him so early on?'

So many questions ran though his mind as he carelessly played with his soft, long hair.

The younger man turned over and placed his head on his lap. Accidentally, he pulled at the hospital gown, exposing his thighs.

"S-sorry…." The younger man nervously smiled at him.

"It's okay," he gently tapped on his forehead.

"I found some spare clothes in here. It's better to… change out of those…." He tugged at Fan's hospital gown lower, hiding his knees. He ran to one of the furthest racks and brought back a black dress shirt and grey slacks. "Some male nurse must have left them. I hope they fit."

Fan Xui took it from him and checked the size. The shirt was a tad big for him, but the pants were a perfect size. "What about you? You are not going to change?"

"I have my own clothes," Yue dragged the heavy bag from the side and went through it, pulling out a black shirt with Eren's picture printed on it.

He did not hear any rustling of clothes behind him.

He glances back questionably. "D-do you need help to get dressed?"

"No." Fan Xui looked away. That offer was very tempting indeed, but he did not want to indulge in empty pleasure so soon into their relationship. 'Wait, we don't have a relationship. He was my stalker and…. I kind of stalked him as well. We are nothing but perfect strangers who are physically attracted to each other. Which makes it a lot worse!'

The young man turned his back to him and pulled off his shirt.

'Oh sweet lord have mercy.' Fan Xui intently glanced at his back. The young man's body did not look much but under his clothes he was fully jacked. His slim back Muscles moved sensually as he pulled on that black shirt over his head.

Suddenly, the young man glanced back.

Fan Xui swiftly glanced away. Even so, he could not forget the sight of his back.. the sounds of clothes rustling did not do him much help either.

"You don't need help?" Yue came close worriedly.

Fan Xui hung the shirt and pant on the armrest of the chair and untied the small knots of his hospital gown. All the while, he could feel the young man's eyes fully on him.

"N-no I… I can handle it....."

"Okay…" Yue softly whispered whilst arranging his backpack

Just hearing his voice made him remember of his naked back, which in turn heated his body up. He could already feel all the blood coursing downwards into his manhood.

Yue glanced down into his bag with a bright flush on his face. Occasionally he threw small glanced back, licking his lips sensually.

'Eh… don't look at me like that… it's too tempting…' Fan Xui cleared his throat loudly.

'Calm your head, Fan, you can't act like a teenager. You are thirty-five years old mentally and you have to maintain that integrity,'

All the mental talk still did not deter his boner, of course. That thing stood straight, tenting under his hospital gown.

It was a treacherous sight to see. 

'God, even my body is rebelling against me…'

The gown was just making it worse. His manhood jutted out from the bottom.

He did a quick job at unbuttoning the shirt and he flung it on. The black shirt was little longer in the bottom. He hid his manhood lightly with it.

The young man softly wiggled around as he searched for something in his bag.

Fan Xui chuckled, buttoning up the shirt. Yue's innocent reactions were really not helping him calm his body down at all. In fact, it was fanning the flames even more.

His breath came out raggedly. He tugged at his loose shirt, letting out a deep breath. 

After fully buttoning his shirt and arranging his collar, he took the pant and carefully slid his numb legs in. this is where he ran into a problem.

That catheter was still attached to his…. Nether region.

'Goodness, this is so embarrassing… I have to empty this and remove that darn tube.'

"Um… can you bring me a trash can?"

"Why?' the young man whispered enthusiastically .

"No reason, just don't look back for any reason, got it?"

Without another word, Yue came back with a small trash can.

"Don't look back!"

Fan plucked it out of his hand.

He carefully unscrewed the urine bag and threw it in the trash can. As for the tube, he gently tugged at it. Tremendous pain coursed through his body.

"Hiss….."

Boneless, he leaned back on the chair and glanced down. His member was not having a great time having the tube tugged like that.

And, just when the pain was at its worst, it dissipated like fog off some terrible lake.

'Why won't it come out?!'

He gave it one more experimental tug, but the tube stayed in place.

"Urrrrgh!"

Yue, who was facing the other way, softly sighed. "Can I help? It's okay, you know, if you can't dress yourself." He turned over, but the sight shocked him still.

Fan just groaned loudly and hid his ranging boner with his hands. "Don't look…"

"oh… s-sorry…" Yue swiftly glanced the other way. "You… just sounded like you were in pain, so I looked. I didn't mean anything else. I was not peaking in any way. I…."

"Its…. Okay…this tube won't come out…"

"Tube? The catheter? Is it stuck?"

"I think so....." Fan Xui just gave up tugging. It only brought about unimaginable pain every time he even tried removing it. 'But I can't stay like this forever with a tube attached!!! How will I pee! How will I... do other things?'

His manhood slightly twitched.

'is it stuck because I'm hard? Darn it… think of dead kittens…. Mutant cats….. coyotes...its not working!!! Twinkle twinkle little star… why is nothing working!!!'

He glanced at the young man, who was anxiously standing with his back to him.

"Do you know how to… remove this?"

"I- I don't know… either. But.. I can try… if you would let me help…"

Fan Xui bit his lips hard. 'I don't think I have ever been this embarrassed all my life.' He hid his boner in his hospital gown. "Yes…..please help."

"Sure…I'll get some supplies first." Yue ran into the storeroom without a glance back, leaning behind a mortified and completely embarrassed Fan Xui.

He went to the further past of the room, away from Fan Xui's sight and just stood there. 'Oh, my god….. It was huge! Why so huge! Was it ten or eleven inches!!!' his eyes inadvertently went to his manhood.

His pants were tenting a bit.

Yue swiftly adjusted it to the side. But the darn pants gave it away. 'My pant! Are you betraying me now?'

If it was any other pants, he could have easily hid his peepee but this pant was made of some stretchy material that clung to his shape. It was really exaggerating everything.

'Focus! He is in pain. I can't be distracted like this….' he slapped his flushed cheeks and went about searching the racks.

He found a surgical knife, wore some gloves, some tissues and also some cotton.

"I guess this is all I need."

Walking back, he constantly thought about disgusting things to control his lower regions. It worked well, and he was back to normal in just a minute or so.

'Good boy.' He patted his peepee and walked confidently.

"Is it hurting too much?" Yue went down to his knees and carefully removed the hospital gown.

Fan Xui tightly gripped on the cloth, refusing to give in.

"The sooner this is done, the better. We can't stay here for long Fan…" he calmly wore the gloves on and cleaned the surgical knife with rubbing alcohol. But as soon as he looked up he completely lost all the composure he had gathered walking here.

Fan's front button was thrown open, revealing his muscular neck. The black dress shirt, the rough stubble on his chin, his coarse breathing… everything just gave him a sexual vibe.

Not to mention the thing was standing up high, grabbing all his attention to it.

It was a sight to behold.

'He looks so sexy….'

Fan Xui's dark eyes peered his way.

Gulping loudly, Yue washed his hands with alcohol.. "Let's get this started."